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antiquity

by Veronica Everheart

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"antiquity" is about someone who was just there, like lukewarm coffee still in the pot, an unmade bed, the seat of the sofa sunken in. You are left feeling cold and disoriented, facing remnants of the recent past.

This state generates a feeling of helplessness. You were caught up in them always being there, adapting to some routine that now ceases. Independence is foreign, you can only revert back to forgotten, sometimes immature habits that were established the last time you were on your own.

I ask myself what that will be like now when it isn’t a breakup? When it isn’t toxic? This person is still here but just not close. I want his touch but can’t obtain it. The bed will always be left freshly slept in.

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One foot in front of the other
Dug my own damn grave
Missing most of you
Not like those things can change

And heartbreak's not supposed to last for good
Or so they say
But that doesn't seem to stop me from feeling
The same way

And it's hard to
Conceptualize anything when I don't even know what I look like
And I want to
Be the person to sweep you off your feet
But I can't
That's not me
Though I wish it was

Wish I could stop picking myself apart
Don't know why I started in the first place
And why's it so fucking hot in October
Other places seem to be much colder
At least for now
But not for long

And it's hard to
Concern myself with anything when there's so much to be dealt with
And I want to
Be the person to fix everything
But I can't
That's not me
Though I wish it was
I wish it was
Seriously, I wish it was
I wish it was

credits

released November 17, 2021
Performed By: Veronica Everheart, Connor Adams, Shamika Moore, Dominic Armstrong
Produced By: Veronica Fedri, Michael Gessert
Mixed by: Michael Gessert
Recorded By: Veronica Fedri, Paul Fergonise, Connor Adams
Cover art by Alyssa Jane

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